Wednesday, June 17, 2009

ugh!










gees! here we go again! my sister just sent a really long text took 4 to send it, saying i get tired of you and your friend bad mouthing our parents, on facebook! gosh, i never said anything about mom or dad! every one on here that follows me are on my facebook! go look at my status!! its the one saying im so fucking hungry, some one go get some food. something like that. i don't remember all of it. but im pretty darn sure that i didn't "bad mouth" my parents! i don't know. maybe it is. maybe shes right! she also called me selfish. im going to get my phone and tell exactly what she said!








im getting tired of you and alyssa bitching about mom and dad on facebook u both are capable of getting shit and helping them out why are u and your friends freeloading on mom and dad when u know they can't afford it! and why is your friends alyways counthing on mom and dad to raise them they had their own kids they are done oh you are still selfish as ever!








im deffently not selfish! infact im going to look up the exact deffenition! here:devoted to or caring only for oneself; concerned primarily with one's own interests, benefits, welfare, etc., regardless of others. ANYONE IS THAT ME? IS THAT REALLY ME? I DON'T THINK SO, BUT LET ME KNOW. ILL CHANGE CAUSE I DON'T LIKE SELFISH PEOPLE. INFACT THAT IS ONE OF THE BIGGEST REASONS THAT ME AND MY BESTEST FRIEND FOREVER ARE NOT FRIENDS ANYMORE! sigh! sorry to bug you with this! but please tell me if i am! i don't think so! oh well!




Wednesday, June 3, 2009

Storm

i can not get this song out of my head! read this and you'll see why!

Every night that goes between
I feel a little less
As you slowly go away from me
This is only another test
Every night you do not come
Your softness fades away
Did I ever really care that much
Is there anything left to say
Every hour of fear I spend
My body tries to cry
Living through each empty night
A deadly call insideI haven't felt this way I feel
Since many a year ago
But in those years and the lifetimes past
I did not deal with the road
And I did not deal with you I know
Tho the love has always been
So I search to find an answer there
So I can truly win
So I try to say
Goodbye my friend
I'd like to leave you with something warm
But never have I been a blue calm sea
I have always been a storm
We were frail
She said"Everynight he will break your heart"
I should have known from the first
I'd be the broken hearted
But I loved you from the start
Save us. . .
And not all the prayers in the world--
could save us